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The story that i wrote is involves the feelings of sentiment thus noted to be memorable as well as teaching. I have lots of ideas on my head but difficult to be expressed in words. I have a lots of things to say but my mouth just like can't be open when the pefect timing came as i'm a shy person. Now i figure out that blogging is the only way for me to share my opinions, some of my good thoughts and ideas to everyone who need it. Peace and enjoy reading! -13 y/o syaza,2008-

Thursday 28 June 2012

Karma.

Bila sedih,selalu mengadu dekat zain.Zain selalu ada masa untuk dengar.Muzzam pula selalu tak kesah.I je yang kena dgr masalah dia.Sometimes I tgh down gila tapi sebab dia cakap dia tgh takda mood.I yang pujuk dia.Dia jawab pendek2 jahat2 but I still put an effort to cheer him up.But he never care bout me.Harini ada,2/3 hari hilang.I think I shld let him go.And focus more on ppl who loves me.Like zain did.

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Tuesday 26 June 2012

An eventful day? Em 10 in 1

Too much drama today.First of all,sharifah brought digital camera to school today but too bad my friends here seriously shy camera.Cannot blame anyone.We manage to take like 3,4 pictures oni.Ill bring my cam on this Thursday which is on our school sports day.I bet my schl sports day gonna b seriously like shit lol bcause we didnt held it at the stadium.Just At Our School Field.Sad life bro.Em then during Pj subject,Sharifah,Husna and I went to primary school to get a milo free drink.Hilarious k no kidding lolol.Next,heard the book worms in my class 5Sc1 talking about men's body like six pack and stuff.Back hug,teasing the muscle,petite men.I was like...These book worm talkin bout mens bod and sex?! Walao.Sorry fr labelling u guys as a book worm.But u guys are..Em then at night.Ashmawie and I already patch up.Me and Muzzam,complicated as usual.Im so confused with him.Idk,but now i just go w the flow.If they arent the best fr me or I aint the best fr them,then ill go.As simple as that.K,Night fella.Oh by the way,I get lil annoyed with my junior.She added me on fb,follow me on twitter,instagram and blog but when we bumped at school,she make her stupidest face and act like she didnt know me.Pathetic k girls? Y u wasting ur friend space on fb,twitter and so on if u just added me bcse u want to stalk my profile and b nice to me through this social network but in the reality u act like such a coward diva.Chicken! So like PK.Sorry to say

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Saturday 23 June 2012

:-(

:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-(:-( Sakit hati sangat.Tak pernah rasa macam ni but I still care abt u.But.. I think..Move on is the best solution. :-(

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Makin marah

Tadi result baru keluar dekat SAPS.I tengah happy gila bagitahu result dekat dia tapi dia tak balas message pun.Kata nak try balik elokkan relationship tapi bila mood tengah happy nak cakap balik,dia macam tu pula.Give up la.Maybe.. I should.. Move on..Without..You... Sadly.

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Thursday 21 June 2012

Is this love?

I felt terribly depressed at what happen between me and him.But I had an ego too.I agreed with what he suggested even I felt horribly sad abt it.I just afraid if after we distance ourself,things wont work out and end up breaking apart.What ever it is,im just hoping for better.

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Monday 18 June 2012

I hate you 3/4

I deleted his number,all his messages,his contact picture.Omg i seriously feel mad with you.After 3 years knowing you,when I started to trust you,care about you,when this feeling become so real,then only the true colours shown.Noboday can stand with a person who can't keep thier promises.You just made my dearly feeling towards you fading.Yes,you just made it.I give up.I don't want to hear anything from you.Not now not tmrw.Let us distace ourselves fr couple of weeks/months.I jusg dont need you at the moment.I meant it!
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Pathetic

Ya Allah sakitnya hati dengan Ashmawie ni urghhh!!!!!!!!!! Seriously if he keep doing this i gonna block him frm my fb,twitter,and everything.I am sick and tired of waiting,of being so patient,of being so nice and generous.This time i meant it! Dah malas nak kesah pasal hati you.I pun perlukan masa untuk pujuk hati ni.
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Sunday 17 June 2012

An option.

At last,dia tak pilih lelaki yang ego tapi dia sayang tu.Dia tak pilih lelaki yang dia dah kenal lama tapi selalu buat dia sakit hati tu.Tapi dia pilih lelaki yang bersungguh sayang dekat dia walaupun dia tak ada hati dekat lelaki tu.Sebab apa apa pun jadi,lelaki yg syg dia sungguh2 tu je yang ada dengan dia.
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..

Ya Allah.Dengan ashmawie ni lg la bengang.Seriously gave up of being so nice to people.Malas sembang apa dah lepas ni.Lantak kamu la.
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Hm

Ya Allah ego nya Muzzam.Hm I gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up gave up! *Sigh
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Friday 8 June 2012

Missing

Semalam,I rasa sedih sangat.I've been too kind to my friends sampai diorg pijak kepala I.I kept thinking bout wht she said to me.I tak boleh tidur smpi pukul 5.Nampak seth dekat instant messenger,I tegur la 'akmal'.Mmg dari dulu panggil dia akmal sebab tak reti nak sebut seth.Bila I IM dgn dia mesti dia ingatkan balik I pasal 2tahun lepas.Dia cakap pasal what I used to called him.Dia cakap pasal apa yang I tak suka pasal dia.He remind me everything that we used to do together.Lepastu dia tinggal phone number dia.I was like... Too bad,I tengah sedih so I tak save pun number dia.But sometimes I do miss him.It doesn't mean I want him back,it's just tht I missed our memories.He is the sweetest thing of all la.Everytime kitorg borak,he never fail to make me smile or laugh.I love the new me but I miss my old life.Mm
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